Thursday, December 27, 2007

On hold 'til Friday

My RE's office won't do a beta until Friday. Thursday is my "official" test date, so they wouldn't do it early. That is beyond frustrating to me. She said she didn't want it to be low and worry needlessly. Apparently they don't have charts earlier than 15dpo? Perhaps I could send them the link to www.betabase.info.

As for me, I'm pretty much a nervous wreck. I think I'm cycling from calm to panicked and back again.

Logically, I know there is nothing I can do that I haven't already done. I just fear a 3rd miscarriage so much. I want so much for this to be "the one."

My boobs are still only very, very mildly sore. I've had a few twinges/cramps here and there, but that could frankly be uterine expansion or my period coming. As I normally have a 13 day LP, as of tonight I'm officially late, so that's something, I suppose.

Thanks to everyone for the congrats & excitement. I hope it's warranted.


--Trish

13 comments:

Fertilize Me said...

One more day!! Hold tight - saying my prayers

LJ said...

My fingers are crossed so tight for you!

Meghan said...

How frustrating! Crossing everything for you!!

T-girl said...

OK, you are not alone... we are going to be in pins and needles until tomorrow!!!

I'm pulling for you ;)

Yodasmistress said...

Oh it's warranted! ;-)

Can't wait to read that number chicky!

Cindy Nguyen said...

oh hey! I'm a little late chiming in here, have been off line at the folks. But holy freaking congratulations!!! I know you are waiting for the beta and trying to keep your excitement in check, but I can't help my own excitement. So so happy for you and cannot stop smiling.

Cindy Nguyen said...

oh hey! I'm a little late chiming in here, have been off line at the folks. But holy freaking congratulations!!! I know you are waiting for the beta and trying to keep your excitement in check, but I can't help my own excitement. So so happy for you and cannot stop smiling.

LIW (Lady In Waiting) said...

You are almost there. Hold on!!

Good luck!!!

Stephanie said...

Honey, I haven't prayed for ANYTHING this hard in a REALLY long time.
I will be obsessively checking on you for updates, and I REALLY REALLY REALLY hope this works out. ::HUGS::

Sheridan said...

Wow! Extra-best wishes for you!

Jenn said...

Good luck today! Praying for you.

T-girl said...

Thinking of you TODAY!!!... My best wishes ;)

Amy said...

LOL at "Apparently they don't have charts earlier than 15dpo? Perhaps I could send them the link to www.betabase.info." I love you, Trish. And am so glad for your good results so far! Like Stephie, I am praying like crazy for this one to STICK!!