Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Pouring

When it rains, it pours.

I have a lump in my left breast.

I have an ultrasound scheduled for 12/20 to get a better look at it.

Per the order:

Left Breast ultrasound. Palpable mass @ 4:00. 1x2cm on left breast, firm but mobile. And then there is a drawing of my boob. (That part made me laugh.)


I don't know how I didn't know it was there. Honestly, though, even when she felt it, when I tried to feel, I couldn't tell. When standing and poking, I can definitely feel it, though.


I'm a little freaked out. I know I'm only 31 and on hormones. She thinks it's "just a cyst" based on the feel of it. But I'm still freaked out.


I hate my body. It just seems like it's one thing after another. I hate my body.


Trish

20 comments:

Baby Steps to Baby Shoes said...

Oh, I am so sorry. You shouldn't have to endure any more.

Fertilize Me said...

Trish .. UGH, I am sending your virtual hugs and real prayers

Meghan said...

I am so sorry fate is kicking you while your down. I've found several lumps and so far my dr has also been right when she says its just a cyst. It's still really scary. If you need someone to talk to, just let me know.

You'll be in my thoughts

Meghan said...

oops, meant to leave you my email

meghan DOT e DOT hoffman AT gmail

MrsABC said...

I am so sorry you are going through all this. I am thinking of you.
-abj22

Amy said...

Know that you are totally on my mind and in my prayers.
I love you!
Hugs,
Me

Harms said...

I am so sorry you are going through this. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

wanttobeamom said...

=( I understand that you are scared. It is scary to feel a lump. It is very probable that it is a cyst though. I will pray for you even more now. I'm so sorry!! You have been through the wringer lately. Poor Trish. =(

Anonymous said...

Trish, I don't know you and I know it is easier said than done but try not to worry until you know you have something to worry about, I have a lump in my right breast and it is just extra tissue, it developed what seemed like overnight. Thinking of you honey!

SCY said...

Trish, I don't know you and I know it is easier said than done but try not to worry until you know you have something to worry about, I have a lump in my right breast and it is just extra tissue, it developed what seemed like overnight. Thinking of you honey!

Sunny said...

I really hope it is nothing. HUGS!

Yodasmistress said...

Oh my gosh! I'm so sorry! I hope it is nothing! I will be checking back frequently for updates. You are in my thoughts!

Brooke said...

I'll be praying for you!!

DreamCatcher said...

Trish,

I will be thinking of you a lot between now and the 20th. I know it is hard to do when facing something that could change your life forever, but take a deep breath and try not to let it overwhelm you. You and I don't really know each other but I can always offer an ear to listen if you need it. You will get through this and chances are good that it is simply a cyst. You are in my thoughts and prayers. *Huggles*

Amy

Malloryn said...

Trish, I'm so sorry to read this and I hope it's nothing more than a cyst. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

Diana said...

I am sorry Trish. That really sucks and is scary. I had the same thing when I was 18 and it turned out to be nothing. I hope the same is true for you.

Jenn said...

You know I'm praying for you, girl.

The Hyperfertile Infertile said...

I'm thinking of you.

Carrie said...

I'm sorry you have to go through this. The worry and the waiting. It isn't nice no matter what the outcome. I am so hoping it is a cyst but I know you'll be out of your mind until you know.
And I'm sorry you hate your body. I understand. I hate mine too.

JKH said...

Gosh Trish...I'm so sorry. I know that doesn't mean much, but know that I'm praying everything is okay!! (((HUGS)))