I had some blood on the TP this morning.
Not a lot. More like a small clot in some cervical mucous, but most definitely blood.
I didn't freak out at first. I went to the couch and laid. My husband wasn't up yet, so I just waited for him to wake up. When he woke up, I went to lay with him in bed. He asked how I was feeling and I told him there was some spotting this morning.
He said "That's not good, right?"
I explained that some people do have some spotting and it's okay, but that no, it's not generally a good sign.
That's when I lost it. I sobbed & sobbed and asked why this keeps happening to us. We're good people. We'd be great parents. We deserve to be parents. All he could do was agree with me, and hold me.
I have spent the rest of the day in bed just trying to stay off my feet. So far, no more blood. I am (and have been) fairly crampy, though. It's not the crampy of miscarriage, so I hadn't been too concerned, but now I have to wonder if the things are related. Cramping is okay. Spotting is okayish. The two combined aren't great. So, here we are.
Again.
--Trish
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What a scary day. I'll be thinking of you and sending lots of hugs your way
That is scary.
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I had both spotting and cramping at the same time with my pregnancy, so the two together don't always mean miscariage. I hope this isn't another miscariage for you, Trish.
I'll be praying for you.
(((((((((Trish))))))))))
Yeah, that definitely would be scary. I'm starting to cry ... and begging God, "PLEASE, God, NO!! Let this one stick!!!"
This can't be happening to you again. Sending lots of hugs and chocolate your way...as well as some Clare smiles.
I hope this one sticks Trish. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
PRAYING!!!!
Thinking of you and hoping for a happy outcome.
Oh Trish! How scary! I am so sorry that this is happening, I am keeping up the prayers and hoping for the best!
i love you trish. and i'm praying hard for you!
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Uugh. I'm so sorry. That is scary. I've been there too and it sucks. You can add my prayers to the list. Take it easy and take care of yourself.
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hang in there, it's so likely to be nothing...I'll be sending good wishes your way, please let us know how you are doing.
I'll be thinking about you a lot and sending good thoughts your way. This must be so scary for you.
The day I got back the results of my first beta I had some spotting and everything is fine.
Sending good vibes and thoughts your way! ;)
I'm praying for you and hoping everything is OK.
Hi--I went to high school with Colleen and will keep you and your baby in my prayers and will add you to my church prayer chain! I hope you will have peace in your heart and your pregnancy will move forward!
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