About 11:30, I got slammed with morning sickness and threw up.
At 12:30 I had to pee. I wiped, did the usual glance down and there was bright red blood.
I froze. Please let that be from somewhere else.
I wiped again. More red blood. Fuck.
What can I do? I told the husband I was spotting. He asked "What does that mean?"
I told him I didn't know and promptly went to lay down. I just checked again, no blood.
I'm, of course, a mess. I sobbed to the husband a few minutes, and now I think I might be heading for numb. He's still hopeful. I'm already mentally preparing myself for an ultrasound with no heartbeat.
I don't know if I should go to the urgicare tomorrow and beg for an ultrasound or just wait until Monday and call my doctor.
Until then I guess I just keep praying.