Saturday, February 9, 2008

Spotting again

About 11:30, I got slammed with morning sickness and threw up.

At 12:30 I had to pee. I wiped, did the usual glance down and there was bright red blood.

I froze. Please let that be from somewhere else.

I wiped again. More red blood. Fuck.

What can I do? I told the husband I was spotting. He asked "What does that mean?"

I told him I didn't know and promptly went to lay down. I just checked again, no blood.

I'm, of course, a mess. I sobbed to the husband a few minutes, and now I think I might be heading for numb. He's still hopeful. I'm already mentally preparing myself for an ultrasound with no heartbeat.

I don't know if I should go to the urgicare tomorrow and beg for an ultrasound or just wait until Monday and call my doctor.

Until then I guess I just keep praying.


--Trish

11 comments:

casicola said...

You are in my prayers and thoughts. Reading so many blogs I see that ALOT fo women spot alot in in the entire pregnancy and they baby is fine.. SO I am going to hope this is another one of those cases. My heart breaks that your going through this yoyoing

Fertilize Me said...

trish - i am saying mt prayers for you and baby! i say if it gets too much for you mentally/physically call your dr. There is nothing wrong with asking them their opinion and what to do! saying prayers for you hun!

Cindy Nguyen said...

You are in my prayers.

Meghan said...

Crossing my fingers that it is nothing at all. Did they do an exam at your appt the other day? That might have irritated things down there.

You'll all be in my thoughts this weekend...so sorry you are back on this rollercoaster again

Ariella said...

Trish, your in my thoughts and prayers. I hope the baby is still fine and that it was just one of those obnoxious 'normal' pg things. Take it easy for the weekend.

LJ said...

I say, listen to your gut. If you need to be seen, get seen!

Sunny said...

Praying!

Cassie said...

Still thinking and praying for the 3 of you.

Katiedid1806 said...

Don't hesitiate if you think you should see a doctor. Go! That's what they get the big $$ for anyway, right? My first thought, though, was it might be from the exam if it was internal. Prayers are with you.

Colleen said...

hugs and more hugs and more.

Freyja said...

Reading your blog is really starting to give me a bit of insight into what it must be like to be an RPL'er. This sucks so much. Gosh I'm sorry.