Wednesday, July 4, 2007

BFP

*removes foot from mouth*

Yeah.

That's right. Pregnant.
I'm sitting here typing with eyes wide. I'm still in shock.

I generally start spotting about 13dpo. Today is 14. There was nothing yesterday, but I wasn't overly concerned. Today I kept going to the bathroom and checking. And nothing. And nothing. And nothing.

We had friends over for some barbecue and then went down to my work to watch the fireworks. I work in the ghetto, but the ghetto has a great view of the Arch. Except when the entire city has been blowing things up all day and there is smoke everywhere. So it wasn't that great, but okayish.

Got home. Still not period. I had one test left. I thought WTF and went for it. Now, the last time I was pregnant, the digital came up seriously in a matter of seconds. This one took a long time.

I had actually opened up my blog to start to tell everyone that it was, indeed, negative and question where the fuck AF was.

Then I looked back over and it said Pregnant.

I hadn't even told David I was testing. I prefer to keep my obsessions to myself. (and you guys)

I went skipping up the front of the house and asked David if he'd like to have a baby with his wife.

He said "of course."

I said, "well, that's pretty good, since I'M PREGNANT."

I shoved the stick at him and he looked, jumped up and hugged me.

Of course, I was still in that not-quite-belief stage. David was certain it was true, but I thought that maybe we should go to Walgreens and get more tests. He's a good husband and indulged me.

I got a First Response/Early Result. It agreed with the digital.

So here I am.

It took a good 45 minutes to hit complete panic.

Called my MIL. Her first response wasn't to say congratulations. It was to ask if I was far enough along to know the baby would be okay. Way to calm my fears. Couldn't reach my dad.
Won't tell anyone else for a while.

For any of you prayers out there, please pray for good betas, strong heartbeats & healthy babies. I'm going to go back to breathing in a bag now.


--Trish

16 comments:

Amy said...

Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(that's an excited scream ;))

I am SOOO Happy and excited for you!!! And you'd better believe I'm praying for you and David and the little one! ((HUGS))
dance of joy, dance of joy, dance of joy ...

Inconceivable said...

OMG !!!! THat is WONDERFUL NEWS ... Trish, HOW exciting!! You will be in my prayers as you start your new pregnancy!! Blessings to you Blessings!!!!!!!!!!!

ultimatejourney said...

TRISH!!!! This is great news! Congratulations! Wishing you all the best with this pregnancy.

Sunny said...

What wonderful news!!!!

Shelby said...

Congrats!!! My fingers and toes and anything else that will cross are crossed for you!!

Leah said...

Congratulations!! What wonderful, wonderful news. Also, I absolutely loved your post a few days ago that detailed the conversation in your head regardig possible symptoms. That's EXACTLY the type of stuff that goes on here too, so you are not alone. Not one little bit. But you are pregnant! Wahoo!!

tryingin2007 said...

Fantastic!!!!!

I am so thrilled for you!

Kierstin said...

WHAT WONDERFUL NEWS! Told you not to give up hope yet! My fingers are crossed for you! I am so happy! Congrats!!!!!! I knew the holiday was going to be lucky for you. This month seemed so perfect! Please keep us updated!

Jess said...

I am so very, very happy for you!!!!! You and David and little one will be in my thoughts.

::dances with Amy::

niobe said...

Such great news!

Schatzi said...

Congratulations! Here's wishing you nine healthy months of pregnancy!

Erin said...

I found you from Fertilize Me and just have to say, Wow - that is so so fab!! Congrats!!

Diana said...

WOWOWOWWOWOWOWOWO!!!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!

When is your first beta???? I hope it's soon and VERY high!!!!

The Town Criers said...

Congratulations!!! I'm sending good thoughts, I'm sending good thoughts. When is your first beta?

Changing Expectations said...

Woo Hoo. I am so excited for you! Can't wait to hear about the beta.

Marz said...

Yippppeeeee!!!!!!!
Congratulations!!!! I knew you would see a + again & soon!!!!!
Wooo hooo!!!!!